There is so much going on in my life at the moment, that it threatens to overwhelm me at times but as I enter the studio doors the smell of paint dissolves the fears, worries, concerns and as I begin to paint, images fill my body and replace the chattering squirrel thoughts in my brain. Lately, with much love and concern in my heart for Walt and his current health challenge (as he calls it) , I have been painting from an open heart and letting this love flow into the painting. It is what I call BIG Love, a love inspired by Walt, and by beauty and our collective humanity, a love so large that it envelopes all the petty little worries and fears that gnaw away at my everyday soul. Painting really is like deep prayer for me. It restores, revitalizes and informs me. It is my connection to something much greater than my small self.
Roaring River / 72" x 54" / acrylic on canvas
I think this one is finally finished! I have been dancing in this river for almost a month now! I started without my usual reference photos or sketches and just from the inside of my belly! I let the paint splash and fall how it wanted to as I thought about and felt all the pain of the earth as it sighs and heaves under it's heavy human load. I am so in love with this planet and it breaks my heart a thousand times to see what we have become as we stand apart from the earth and think ourselves to be greater than the whole. This painting is for the earth and of the earth. I can think ofnothing else to do but paint my way through these turbulent times of change.Color is a language with soft whispers or passionate vibrations.
Some details of the canvas that are difficult to see in a jpeg. Lots of tar gel, sometimes applied with tenderness and loveand sometimes applied in a violent release of anger.